And What Is New Love?

A new chance,
a new hope.
Finally,
love is found
again.

A new chance,
a common bond
shared by two.
A connection
like no other.

A new hope,
confusion no longer rests
upon the shoulders.

Taking a leap,
giving it all you have,
and praying to god
that someone cares enough
to catch you
before you fall.

My Comment

A quick comment of my own...the poems
titled "Forever", "Nightmare", and "Done" are
just my way of, well, putting my heart on paper.
All of those have not been edited, they are just my
way of letting go. So please excuse all errors or poorly
communicated pieces of each!
I already said the heart on paper line, so I won't use
it again.
Thanks always!
Bela

Done

I said I understood

But after a while

I did not.

You told me

Like it was nothing special

Why could you not see

That what you were doing

Was wrong?

I never thought

I would say this,

But I’m done.

I’m done with the pain,

I’m finished with the sorrow,

And all else you have given me.

I will not be made a fool of.

I’m done with you

And your cruelty,

I don’t need you anymore.

I’m done.

Nightmare

Only in dreams

Had I thought

This could happen.

But those dreams

Were nightmares.

You told me

Like it was

No problem,

Like it did not

Hurt anyone.

Over the phone,

No less.

Forever

I miss him,

I loved him.

But love comes easily

To those who

Are loved.

Confusion

Is a true feeling.

Perhaps

The only feeling.

I need to know,

Can two people

Last forever?

Why Me?

Why now?
Please, tell me why.
I thought you loved me,
but apparently not enough.

You say you're not ready,
well, is that the truth?
Why is it
I have to live
without you?

A True Love

You have a smile like the brightest star,
I wish you would keep letting the world see.
Don't ever let your happiness go far,
It is the reason you always kept me.

Your childish ways make me adore you,
And I love how you always make me smile.
But how to prove that what I say is true?
Let's just say, for you I'd walk for miles.

But my love for you is worth so much more,
But I cannot list every single way.
Every day with you I spend I just soar,
Like a dizzy bird just about to sway.

There's no real way to show my love for you,
But please believe me when I say it's true.

Upon A Night

Confused feelings
kept haunting me.
That night in bed,
I prayed.

I prayed to God,
'Let me dream of him,
if it is true love.
If not,
I will know what to do.'

I wished upon a star
that night.
I wished I would see his face,
That I would dream
of him.

That night came and went,
but the dream became a blur.
It was then I realized the truth.

I had wished to see him,
And that was enough.
I had wished to see him,
It was meant to be.

Confused feelings
once haunted me.
I had prayed
And they disappeared
upon a night.

Darkness

Darkness.
A castaway island,
a place in my mind.

Deprived.
It was snatched away,
It was never given back.

Depression.
Where you once stood,
There is emptiness.

There is emptiness,
Where you once stood.
Depression.

It was never given back,
It was snatched away.
Deprived.

A place in my mind,
A castaway island.
Darkness.

The Worst Summer Day in WMS History

Today was a record...the worst summer day in Weston Middle School history. It was 98 degrees and sunny in Weston, but no one could enjoy the weather. Four schools were shut down in the area, accept for ours. It was chaos.

The lights were shut off, as well as the electronics in the school, for the air conditioning was conveniently broken. But alas, nothing was able to keep the temperature down. 300 kids had entered and stayed in the nurses office, but were moved into the band room. That was in less than two hours. After one hour had passed, 40 kids had been sent home. Before long, the troubles were past dehydration and on to actual sickness.

An ambulance parked in front of the school and everyone panicked. Students were vomiting and dry-heaving, some even fainting. By the time notes were taken by the EMT's, release forms were signed. The extremely sick kids had to sign or go to the hospital. Luckily, there were only three: a diabetic, and two average girls. One of them was me.

Now over 600 kids are left in a boiling and crammed building, not knowing what will happen. the only way for them to know is to wait and see.

Teenage Blues

You said I lied,
You misinterpreted my words.
You told me you didn't believe me,
I said I was sorry.

Rumors were spread by you,
But I can't believe
you decided to do it on your own.
Your partner in crime,
Is the one person
you knew I hated.

The greatest day of my life
was ruined by a mistake.
"Congratulations
on being a teen, Izzy."
You could have said that to me.
No wonder they call it
the unlucky thirteen.
But of course, there was nothing
you wanted to say.
I didn't even get a
"Happy Birthday."

It's Not Over Yet

I said I was done,

But I was wrong.

They got into my head

and my head changed who you
really are.

Call it

manipulation,

Call it
hypnotism,
Call it
what you will.

I know now that I
was wrong,
And I'll never leave you,
no matter what they say.

I said I loved
someone else.
That wasn't what I
really felt.

Call it
infatuation,
Call it
a misunderstanding,
Call it as you see it.

All I know now
is I can't live without you.
Don't leave me,
please.

No More

Maybe it's time
to free ourselves.
Free ourselves of the burden
we both carry.

Maybe it's time,
to grab a hold
of reality,
and finally understand
that this will never work.

I once thought I loved you,
but you are not
who I thought you were.
But if I know one thing is true,
I know that I love
someone else.

Someone

I've met someone.
I knew them before
but not in the same way.

I've met someone.
Who seems to be quiet,
who seems to be shy,
but has a different side
that I can love.

I've met someone.
Someone I can talk to.
Someone I can be myself with.
But why can't I
break
up
with
you?